Beyond the Impale

It was a year of homecomings,
and separations,
more arrivals and departures

--my life turned slowly on a spit--

I was skewered,
I sizzled, I crackled, and
though a bit crusty at the end

undone

Contractions in a Golden Year

If you'd've told me I wouldn't've believed
that I wouldn't fret over my return and
that I'd scarcely give it a second thought.

If you'd've told me I wouldn't've believed
that my departure would've been so easy and
that I'd be going on-time just as you'd predicted.

If you'd've told me I wouldn't've believed
that all I'd touched would soon be forgotten and
that all I'd touched I'd just as soon

LC Smith

I see that messenger
     she gave to me so long ago
That harbinger of lives to come
Return
     as a daily dividend

For Ben

Too Soon To Tell

Those words we’ve heard so much.

But were hearing and listening ever the same?

We thought so.

But were we thinking?

We thought so.

Those words we’ve heard so much.

But were hearing and listening ever the same?

Now we know.

They never were the same.

They never were the same.

To a Pantload

As Clarion Calls are become airy nothings
Surely this is become no country for old men.
Storm clouds gather, but who shall answer?

Turning and turning in the widening gyre
The falcon cannot hear the falconer;
Things fall apart; the centre cannot hold;
Mere anarchy is loosed upon the world,
The blood-dimmed tide is loosed, and everywhere
The ceremony of innocence is drowned;
The best lack all conviction, while the worst
Are full of passionate intensity.

Surely some revelation is at hand;
Surely the Second Coming is at hand.
The Second Coming! Hardly are those words out
When a vast image out of Spiritus Mundi
Troubles my sight: a waste of desert sand;
A shape with lion body and the head of a man,
A gaze blank and pitiless as the sun,
Is moving its slow thighs, while all about it
Wind shadows of the indignant desert birds.

The darkness drops again but now I know
That twenty centuries of stony sleep
Were vexed to nightmare by a rocking cradle,
And what rough beast, its hour come round at last,
Slouches towards Bethlehem to be born?

A Blooming Good Day. Indeed!

Of a Father’s and Sons’ Day

This upcoming Father’s Day, the sixteenth of June 2019, will be a particularly happy one, because you — the children of all my dear wives — will gather around me as together we celebrate the survival of our unique relationships despite my separation from your mothers’ by divorce, death, and distance.

More than anything that I have accomplished, more than anything that I have contributed, more than anything that I have ever done with my life — the influence that I have had — for better or for worse — on you four thoughtful, hard-working, capable men is my evidence, my testament — the sole worth of my existence.

I am joyful beyond measure with the knowledge that I have added such positive value to this always challenging, often cruel, but ultimately beautiful life, and the world in which we have chosen — together — to live in harmony.

Thank you, Adam Howard, Benjamin Franklin, Jefferson Montaigne, and Robert Támas for giving me this very special Father’s Day.

A Pillar to Post: Harrison E. Salisbury

"I come of the generation which thought that the New Deal was the answer. At long last we were turning our imagination and energy to resolving our social ills and cleaning out the dark, festering corners to try to bring the city on a hill to life on this earth.

"What had it availed?

* * * * *

"I could not believe that the creation of an equitable society lay beyond our grasp. I knew better than most that the answer was not in a new utopia. I had seen how man transformed a utopia into a caricature, a bizarre Orwellian nightmare. I had seen in Russia the tragic perversion of the idealistic dream of the young Russians of the 19th century, who gave their lives to cleanse the social evil from their land, idealism and bravery turned to the mockery of the Gulag.

"Who had created a just society in which human beings could attain their true potential and look ahead to a bright future? China? I did not know China at this point. Scandinavia? Only a Swede could make Sweden's way work. America? We had possessed the dream, we had prepared our foundations, but the gap between ideal and reality was growing. Benign attempts to cure one social ill sowed the seeds of another. The architects of the bright future could not--even with computers--predict what new diseases might be born in the cure of the old."

from A Time of Change: A Reporter's Tale of Our Time
Harrison E. Salisbury, 1988

No Justice, No Peace

I was ambling with my wife and heading north on the Avenue of the Americas a few years ago, shortly before the Trumpage struck, when we were rattled by a quick-marching, slogan-chanting, straight-backed brigade of Black Lives Matter youths that pierced the busy sidewalk full of white-knuckled phone-gripping home-bound work-a-day New Yorkers and visitors, sending us all scattering like geese into the heavily trafficked roadway. The chant of “No Justice, No Peace” was loud and crisp and steady, as the stepping of the marchers was loud and crisp and steady.

Now as I look back, I reckon that they marched as soldiers march on a parade-ground while in training to become an efficiently operating cohesive force; at best they successfully appeared that way; and at worst they completely failed if their mission was to faze, or gather support from a public that had long since lost the desire to care for anyone beyond its personal walls, be they constructs of stone, iron, or willfulness.

One can’t be certain, even now, in the age of full-blown Trump with his minions swaying to the strains of “Rich Lives Matter” that even a cry of “All Lives Matter” would sound a sweet endnote to these stark and stressful times of cacophonic disharmony, but it seems to me that the silent, sycophantic, card-carrying counsels in Washington and their vociferous outlying tribes are themselves drilling for something darker even than oil and coal.

I remember hearing a ditty that was sung around Wall Street in the mid-'70s that went like this:

Brezhnev is my leader,

Brezhnev is my boss,

Come the revolution,

We'll all be eatin' borscht.

Roots. Can't live with them, can't live without them.

Earthen Mother

Their dreams renewed

colored crocuses peep out

crying and shouting

Reeling From Climates’ Change

Is it the whole world, or just me? I don’t know, but I certainly feel that there has been a sea change in people’s attitude towards each other; they’ve taken a huge step back from their once undeniable allegiance to authority; they’ve relinquished many of their long-held beliefs; and, they’ve abandoned some standards of behavior that were always perceived to be immutable, if not inviolable.

What, exactly, has caused such revolutionary trends? Is there anything dire happening here that should deeply concern us? After all, isn’t change, for better or worse, an inevitable part of our existence? These are important questions, but what with everyone busy Tweeting, Blogging, Posing, and Posting who really has the time to ask, never mind provide some feasible answers? Won't somebody out there take a stab at it? Anyone?

To deny the dangerous possibility that, as a civilization, we are spiraling into the great abyss appears to be as short-sighted and as self-defeating as refusing to accept the facts of the rapidly shrinking ice-caps and the rising tides and temperatures of our planetary home—but hasn’t mankind always had a penchant for flirting with disaster?

I suppose that as long as we see ourselves merely as observers of “others”—those multitudes who have been adversely affected by war, stupidity, cupidity, pestilence, and other “natural causes,”—rather than willing participants and forgers of our destiny, dire straits won’t be taken, much less dealt with, seriously. At least, not until they’re really felt in our pockebooks. If by then, of course, it’s not too late to reverse our engines, or at least alter our course.

Only a fool can doubt that both climate changes that we are currently undergoing are the result of human misbehavior; a misbehavior that if examined with even a cursory glance at history would indicate mankind’s culpability; unfortunately, however, in that slight glance one also must recognize the earth-shattering realization that nothing that can be done, will be done to correct our heading.

It’s ironic that the founder of our Marine Corps and the author of the Declaration of Independence, Thomas Jefferson, was also the pundit who remarked that he’d sooner trust a newspaper editor than a government administrator, and who noted that the price of freedom was eternal vigilance. Ironic, I think, because we’ve become too damn independent for our own good, too eager to trust uncorroborated reports, gossip, and innuendo; while discounting provable facts, and finally—at the cost of our very lives—we've become all but enslaved by a compulsion to make a fast buck.

E Unum Pluribus and no longer In Nobodaddy Do We Trust.

Building Great Sentences

With another stubborn cycle now ended, with the susurration of unfurling calendars now completed, with another year of restive upset now predictable, another revolution (this one around our one true star, our Sun) now proceeds tremulously.

If the above periodic sentence sounds at all like an artifact recently unearthed from a cultural time-capsule, perhaps it's because, I confess, that I have listened this month to 23 of the 24 lectures in a series entitled, "Building Great Sentences," prepared and given by Prof. Brooks Landon, and is offered for sale by The Great Courses, a company from which I have acquired many lecture programs.

I was motivated to increase my ability to construct more effective correspondence and communication after having been subjected, for the past several years, to the often incoherent babbling of Donald J. Trump.

I have always attempted to keep myself informed of the pressing events transpiring in the United States and around the globe; such being the case, my having to listen to the ill-conceived, unstudied, and nonsensical ungrammatical remarks of Mr. Trump on an almost daily basis has been, well-- "so sad."

Ironically, we could have no better example of the results emanating from a lack of attention paid to communication skills than our current corrupter-of-language-in-chief. It is my hope that all parents and teachers will see the urgent necessity of redoubling their efforts to impress upon their charges the importance of effective language usage.

All those reading and understanding this message can and ought to contribute to influencing the education of all those people amongst whom we live; those very people upon whom we shall certainly rely upon in order to generate and share the benefits, hopefully, of a brighter, and more just society for everyone.

And now, I depart: I am going to listen to that final lecture.